Its been a very long time since I last wrote my blog.Life has jumped several folds then.Most of them has been very precious and beautiful and I don`t remember the bad ones tough.Met some great minds, learnt a about altogether a new world.Touched new highs, achieved some unexpected targets.Life seemed to be on a roll, but as I am writing this blog, I don`t know what I am doing.
I have always lived with some motive something or the other fiddling around me, trying to solve it,ease it or sometime end it.Things seems to be getting tougher and my mind and heart are not at much of peace tough.Its kind of restlessness which is not allowing me to sit back and enjoy.I am just running like wild horse.
I don`t know what next.It is all confused and hazy for me, what is around me.Sometime I feel I have everything and the very next moment its empty.
I am with friends who love me and even I love them a lot but these days , quite often I seemed to get lost in my own world, world of emptiness.So many things going around me, everyone moving up and down but my life seems to be standstill, struck somewhere.Tough theres not any boundation on me but I feel captive, captive of the thoughts of loss, defeat, end.
I don`t know why am I feeling like this, its just that I haven`t made the things which I always dreamt off.I have just succumbed to the feeling of accepting things.Impatient, short tamper, loneliness and quietness ,this has the world become for me.Every morning I woke up with a smiley heart and pumped up mood but as the day ends I feel I have again waited a very precious day of my life.
I know I have just taken a wrong turn and I`ll find the way out.
